Lurean

Things have not been going well in my life for many, many years, my dad went to prison when I was 7 and me, my mother and my 2 siblings have struggled through life to adult hood. Although I have worked very hard to move onward and upward, I seem to be plagued with negative energy from people, places, things such as, electronics failing constantly (especially in the last 2 years).

I've been involved with the father of my 3 small children now for 6 years and he comes in and out of my life constantly, always lies and cheats on me and has also been physically and verbally violent with me. Then when I break up with him he becomes vengeful and creates extreme drams and distress in my life and my family & friends' lives. He has stopped sending child support and I and my children are living on pennies and family members are having to pay our bills.

I am basically penniless and jobless now and not sure why so many bad things are happening. My hair is falling out in handfuls when I take a shower (I have no insurance and cannot see a Dr. for my problems, physically or mentally.) I can't believe that I haven't fallen into depression yet. Most people say, It's just a streak of bad luck but, I think it's something far more...

I believe in GOD and I pray for happiness, health and safety/security, but, things stay the same. If I don't find my path soon, I don't know what will become of me...All this talk on TV & publications about the end of the world (2012) really scares me, part of me wants to believe and the other part of me doesn't. Please help me find my way.